third culture kid

so i've been pondering this whole third culture kid thing. its crazy... i don't know... like i'm dealing with POWERFUL things when it comes to these things. like... i don't know. there's just ALOT going on that needs to be looked at. it's hard to srtof just move on and just live a new life. I always feel like I've got one foot in the door. Perhaps because I guess you could say an entire life I lived is lost, as if I've lived and died many times. I feel OLD, very old, and feel like I've seen and done many things, but those things have little or no connection to my life today. People just don't care what I've experienced, they aren't really valuable to anyone. Nobody really cares about the time i spent in England as a kid. Or my experiences out like... in Chicago with the Sikh religion. Nobody really cares about the experiences i faced over in Dayton losing my family ...