why im not an indian, and why i am brown

people seem to have an issue with this. they seem to think their opinion affects my identity. i want my peers to recognize me for who and what i am. and some people vehemently refuse to do so. and the fact is that at the end of the day thats aprt of my identity. this guy needs to get off my back. the reality is ive spent time in that country, ive been affected by its culture, ive got a love for its place. and the bottom line is im never going to give that shit up. thats part of me and the fact is im not denying other parts of me exist as well but those arent the ones i live by. i live as a british man. and the fact is that at the end of the day people just need to step off and leave me alone about it. i grew up there, i have ...

im just so tired of having to defend my identity to people who are basically not from anywhere but here. this kid's from fucking columbus ohio and yet he thinks he has the moral authority to pass judgement on whether or not im british. its fucking rediculous. you construct yourself man, whatever you are, thats what you are. i can't just fucking hide the truth and the fact is im not fucking indian. it was a painstaking process to go through as a person but i kinda realized that i simply wasnt fucking indian. in the same way that this guy can accept a blowjob or whatever which to me is disgusting if he knows hes straight and forced himself to do it anyway, thats horrible. and this same guy is trying to come at me and tell me that im wrong to have my own shit the way i have it. and its like, just get off my fucking back dude. this guy has some serious passion thats being directed specifically at my own identity. if you cant accept me then fuck off. but im not gonna like fucking do extra crap to fucking like try and make you believe any more than you do. i mean i think the fact is this guy is being an ass to give me as much shit as he is. this is my life, my identity, and im sorry, but not everything has to be constructed, contrived and all that. this is just who i am. its a soul thing.

buti guess he wants an airtight arguement and in a way perhaps i do too. then i can satisfy the ultra curious but hte fact is people dont exist on that ultra curious plane at all times. and if they do, well, they'll burn out pretty fast. some people need to learn how to chill out. and thats the essential bottom line there. you have ot know how to let yourself just chill out and have fun.